2005: Reflections and Resolutions

And then it was 2005. We've had a day of mourning here in Norway and it's been a strange passing of the year. I have never experienced anything like it. There is also the fear that I may know someone that is missing and perhaps swallowed by the sea, but I cannot know for sure as the list of missing has not been released. It has all left me in a strange mood and I actually, for the first time in my still young life, wept when hearing the national anthem.

2004 have been... Troublesome. The world worries me, I worry me and there seems to be mist and shadow everywhere I look. Maybe I'm having a mid-twenties crisis. Maybe the world is having a mid-four-and-a-half-billion-years crisis. Maybe we're both moody. There is nothing like a sense of death come knocking nearby to make you ponder your own life.

I'm not quite sure when this mood will pass, but attempts to cheer me up are not unwelcome.

So, Some of Cam's Resolutions for 2005: (watch her break at least half of them as the year goes on)

1. Finish OFUM2 already.
2. Decide what the heck she want with her life.
3. Improve herself.
4. Improve her Bush-hissing.
5. Visit a new country.
6. Do even more volunteer work.
7. Make someone feel a little bit better everyday.
8. Know more Red Dwarf quotes than my brother.
9. Lust with more dignity.
10. Snag a Lust Object.

Some of What Cam Wants for 2005: (shallowness and less shallowness mixing merrily)

1. Peace.
2. No Bush.
3. Happiness for the greatest number of people possible.
4. New computer.
5. To win the lottery and be able to devot her life to volunteer work and travelling.
6. Her country to be safe, calm and fairly prosperous.
7. Hot oiled men.
8. Less pain at that time of the month.
9. A good year for her friends.
10. A pretty LJ style of her own and pretty icons too.