Bugger. Bugger, bugger, bugger.

[misscam]

*screams quietly*

Why the hell am I doing this to myself? Get over it, Cam. Get the bloody hell over it already.

But nooooo, I have to go and get myself more upset and make other people feel bad too. Like that'll help me much.

Bite me, Inner Drama Self. Then kindly go bugger off to the dark corner of my mind you usually inhabit. I don't want to listen to you. Bugger off.

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[armeniel.livejournal.com]

Everyone else was upset already, you didn't make anything worse than it was ^_^ And damn, if you have an active Inner Drama Self, mine has been in overdrive since I turned 14.

It's going to take time to get over it... It's not going to just disappear. But I don't know, I thought kind of writing down your feelings and stuff was supposed to help. Maybe it's better not to just bottle everything up. I don't know... I'm not a wise old Gandalf person. (At least, I sincerely hope not, as a white beard would not go with my school uniform.)

*hugs*

~armeniel xxxx

[misscam.livejournal.com]

I've rather been used to the 'shut up and bear it' approach, actually. I just channel it out other ways. I don't write about my feelings directly very often, but I may work it into another story, or use it as inspiration for theatre, or just take a long walk and think it through.

Whatever works, eh?

[armeniel.livejournal.com]

Yup, whatever works. You know the best way to deal with your emotions, seeing as you're you. I'm not making sense... *shrugs* But I never make sense, so that's ok :)

People get really great pieces of art, like theatre, paintings, stories etc. when they're motivated by anger...

~armeniel xxxx