Always so nice to know one is not even worth a personal apology. Thanks. Really.
And why is people going all 'oh, you're a bad friend if you don't forgive?' Dude, I am not telling you how you should feel or what is right for you, so *kindly* don't attempt to guilt me or go holier-than-thou.
*rubs temples*
Aaah... Ignore me. I'm feeling angry and frustrated and hurt and vengeful and tired... Not my best side, obviously.
And you probably have no idea what I'm on about in the first place, so... Yeah. It's been one of those days.
And why is people going all 'oh, you're a bad friend if you don't forgive?' Dude, I am not telling you how you should feel or what is right for you, so *kindly* don't attempt to guilt me or go holier-than-thou.
*rubs temples*
Aaah... Ignore me. I'm feeling angry and frustrated and hurt and vengeful and tired... Not my best side, obviously.
And you probably have no idea what I'm on about in the first place, so... Yeah. It's been one of those days.
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Date: 2003-12-02 09:04 pm (UTC)*sighs*
It's not like we were really friends, though, so maybe I should just shut up.
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Date: 2003-12-04 08:13 am (UTC)Believe me, I can be completely rational when I'm raving mad. It adds an entirely new level of insanity to the mix, if you understand what I mean.
~Shada
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Date: 2003-12-04 06:33 pm (UTC)I get all self-analytical when I'm pissed - trying to analyze why I'm so mad, and what this tells me about myself and so on.
But I still think that those who were her friends are probably most deserving of an apology. I shouldn't be on top of her list of people to apologise to - but I think I should be on it, damnit.